*finally* found a good version of Peter Gabriel's "games without frontiers" downloadable on Ares [excellent song btw] *and* i found out on xmas eve that my stuff's getting published on a wee little folk music album [no, nobody's ever gonna see it, any big agents or anything, i'm screwed and i'll stay poor because my artwork is crappy] and umm... i got some really nifty presents today ... my favorite is the Kiss Alive IV vynil set that my boyfriend got me [bling bling! representin' Kiss, yo! lol...umm.. bad joke, whatever...] then my second favorite gift is the gift of having someone that loves me on Christmas. through all the relationships i've had, none lasted until Christmas. The last Christmas i had was spent in my room with a razorblade... alone.... pretending i was happy... pretending everything was ok... but for once, there was someone there that i knew loved me. and that i know i love. someone that means the world to me, and someone i want to spend the rest of my life with. i once thought that all emotion was fake- that the world is fake- and nothing really happens, but we're all fake people- no more than shadows. but the deeper you dig, the more realistic this theory seems. and yet, i wonder, how do emotions such as love and hate could ever be unreal. [aha, typical nature of the human kind; selecting extremes] well, i suppose i've rambled enough for today...
adios
-laura-

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